Another old post- this one is from the end of 2009- I went back- enjoy, this is the first one I wrote when I decided I needed to start writing again.
So here it is, the last several months of 2009 and I am learning more everyday. I learned that the train and bus isn't that scary and I am going to expand my work experience from waitress to retail the end of this week. I learned that it's so much more fun to watch a child eat a lemon then to watch any show on tv. I have just recently realized that first grade is going to be a whole new experience for me, and yes you do go through your elementary days with your children all over again. I learned that I have a lot of patience but there is always a point in which it cannot be so strong. That normal people look like me and stores should cater to my needs, because I have the money and I like my retail therapy (next on the check list those sexy pair of peep-toe ankle boots, the awesome black pumps and that gorgeous purple silk dress) That children grow up too fast and even when their only 6 they are really teenagers in the making. That chocolate really does make everything better and I need to learn when to not let things bother me. That everything is a learning experience....
I look forward to the change fall brings, the colors, the air... I can't wait for Halloween which lands on a Saturday this year and we can have a really awesome Halloween party for all the little ones in this family. I am happily planning my wedding although I know we could at the last second realize we have more bills to pay for and get what I really want and that is a intimate dinner with those that matter and the beautiful handfasting I have always wanted.
Life is short, but when you have the forever life I have you appreciate every second of everyday, every naptime, every breakfast, all the laughter and the tears, the fighting and the making up. The love, the large amount of love that I am surrounded by is what makes it worth every fighting day, the two jobs, the several hours of sleep, the endless homework, the dreams and the nightmares... Everyday I learn to appreciate and value what I have and who I have in my life and 2010 will be the same because of who I have in my life.
So here it is, the last several months of 2009 and I am learning more everyday. I learned that the train and bus isn't that scary and I am going to expand my work experience from waitress to retail the end of this week. I learned that it's so much more fun to watch a child eat a lemon then to watch any show on tv. I have just recently realized that first grade is going to be a whole new experience for me, and yes you do go through your elementary days with your children all over again. I learned that I have a lot of patience but there is always a point in which it cannot be so strong. That normal people look like me and stores should cater to my needs, because I have the money and I like my retail therapy (next on the check list those sexy pair of peep-toe ankle boots, the awesome black pumps and that gorgeous purple silk dress) That children grow up too fast and even when their only 6 they are really teenagers in the making. That chocolate really does make everything better and I need to learn when to not let things bother me. That everything is a learning experience....
I look forward to the change fall brings, the colors, the air... I can't wait for Halloween which lands on a Saturday this year and we can have a really awesome Halloween party for all the little ones in this family. I am happily planning my wedding although I know we could at the last second realize we have more bills to pay for and get what I really want and that is a intimate dinner with those that matter and the beautiful handfasting I have always wanted.
Life is short, but when you have the forever life I have you appreciate every second of everyday, every naptime, every breakfast, all the laughter and the tears, the fighting and the making up. The love, the large amount of love that I am surrounded by is what makes it worth every fighting day, the two jobs, the several hours of sleep, the endless homework, the dreams and the nightmares... Everyday I learn to appreciate and value what I have and who I have in my life and 2010 will be the same because of who I have in my life.